happy easter
I wish I could lift this burden.. The news I received 4 days ago devastated my life. Everything that I build so far is crushed. All hardworks so far is useless. My dream suddenly becomes a nightmare… I am not sure I can handle this..I do not know how I can face the world. I really do not know what to do.
For the first time in my life I fell so scared, worried, and down. I fell weak… very weak so that I almost fainted a couple of time…
I just want to sleep..to forget this… and I don’t want to wake up again..

What’s up koq strees??
Indri said this on April 10, 2007 at 8:55 pm
The new dean enforces a new policy on funding. As a result, me along many students will not receive any assistanship next term. I was upset as I have planned everything including my research.. I was upset, as my department waited till last minute to notify students about this issue. My permit(I20) expires next month. To extend it I need assistanship. Otherwise, I can not stay in US and can not complete my education. I can not concentrate on my finals and works.. for the first time in my life I feel so depressed.
Pulung said this on April 12, 2007 at 12:02 am
There should be sunshine after the rain, there should be laughter after the pain, don’t worry! … I know that talk is cheap but I am pretty sure you can handle it. Pasti ada jalan keluar. Good luck!
yuseva said this on April 13, 2007 at 4:04 pm